[she's keeping her voice calm. almost resigned. she doesn't... deep down, and maybe closer to the surface than usual lately, she doesn't actually think Jen is a bad person. just. hard to be around, sometimes. which is impressive for how little they actually are around each other.]
I just thought maybe you'd... I don't know. I thought you'd want to know where I'm coming from. I wish I could be more positive, too. I don't... like being like this, Jen. [which she punctuates with a breathless kind of laugh.] I wish I could be more like you.
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[she's keeping her voice calm. almost resigned. she doesn't... deep down, and maybe closer to the surface than usual lately, she doesn't actually think Jen is a bad person. just. hard to be around, sometimes. which is impressive for how little they actually are around each other.]
I just thought maybe you'd... I don't know. I thought you'd want to know where I'm coming from. I wish I could be more positive, too. I don't... like being like this, Jen. [which she punctuates with a breathless kind of laugh.] I wish I could be more like you.