even if we could get rid of them, Retrospec wouldn't be very happy about it. since we're supposed to be the seeds of a new... whatever. it's been so long since i read the document that one of the other people put together that it's all running together in my head and i don't like thinking about it much anyway.
it was easier to think about when it was all just a theory and none of it was actually happening to me.
[she sighs. she knows she's in over her head. she wants to lean on her sisters for help, but it's almost impossible for her to get over everything going on in her head enough to admit exactly how much help she needs right now.]
i trust you. i trust all of you, because you all know so much more about this than i do. but if i have to live with this memory then the one thing that's bothering me is where it fits in with everything else. it doesn't match up with your letter.
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it was easier to think about when it was all just a theory and none of it was actually happening to me.
[she sighs. she knows she's in over her head. she wants to lean on her sisters for help, but it's almost impossible for her to get over everything going on in her head enough to admit exactly how much help she needs right now.]
i trust you. i trust all of you, because you all know so much more about this than i do. but if i have to live with this memory then the one thing that's bothering me is where it fits in with everything else. it doesn't match up with your letter.