Just this?? [ the words leave Jen with a force like a punch. she was so wound up that if she hadn't been in the middle of "this" she might have done something stupid. like lash out, physically.
the tremors subside some but if there's one thing she's not relaxing with it's her expression. Jen's face is stuck in something between a grimace, holding back another outburst - or a scream, and making sure she keeps her eyes very, very firmly shut.
she has to tell herself, over and over again. it isn't real. it doesn't have to mean anything. it's just Them trying to scare you. whatever it is cannot hurt her. Lina is here. she's warm, she's worried, and she won't do anything bad.
great. now thanks to that outburst she has to start over with the calming breathing. in. out. easy does it. ] F... Fucking hell...
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the tremors subside some but if there's one thing she's not relaxing with it's her expression. Jen's face is stuck in something between a grimace, holding back another outburst - or a scream, and making sure she keeps her eyes very, very firmly shut.
she has to tell herself, over and over again. it isn't real. it doesn't have to mean anything. it's just Them trying to scare you. whatever it is cannot hurt her. Lina is here. she's warm, she's worried, and she won't do anything bad.
great. now thanks to that outburst she has to start over with the calming breathing. in. out. easy does it. ] F... Fucking hell...
[ oh yeah. this is just swell. ]