[A leg. She can handle a leg. In fact, she'll start to slowly lean in until her shoulder is resting against Lina's arm. This, also kind of leaves her head nearly resting against the other girl's shoulder, but she'll crane it away for now. Don't want to go too far.]
Not... really. It seems like everyone I know is taken. I had a... little fling with Yin, but she's gone now too, and as much as I love Jen, she's a completely different person from who I used to know.
[She lets out a pitiful little chuckle.] So I'm kind of painfully single? Surrounded by beautiful women who all have eyes for each other instead of me. Good thing I'm not the jealous type, huh?
[that hurts to hear, too, especially because... Lina kind of has the opposite problem. too many girls are interested in her and she can only choose one, apparently. the hand that's between them slowly comes up and around Vera's body so Lina's fingertips can very carefully grace Vera's opposite shoulder.]
I know we more or less just met, but I already know you're wonderful. If people aren't putting their eyes on you, they must need glasses. [she gives a slow and calm, but sincere smile.] You deserve happiness the same as all of us.
[Damn, Lina, were you sitting on that line or did it just come to you? Either way, Vera has to turn away a bit to hide the red creeping on her face.
But she won't reject the arm around her shoulder. In fact, she starts to lean against the other girl, allowing her to take some of her weight both literally and figuratively.]
[and Lina just keeps smiling and tries not to let the warmth of another body cloud her judgment. she just... she likes being close to people. it feels nice.]
But maybe not. Maybe I have a really high opinion of you just from what you've already done for me. And maybe I'm giving you exactly as much credit as I think you deserve.
[This is relaxing, allowing the warm water to loosen up her tense muscles, letting the minerals rejuvenate her skin, and the steam open up her pores. She just knows she'll be walking out of this bath feeling better than she has in months.
Of course, curling up with a cute new lady friend never hurts either.]
I'm not really sure? I usually go to these things alone. It's almost meditative that way.
[She turns towards the taller girl, still resting against her.]
[this is cute. this is quiet and nice and extremely cute.]
My idea of girl talk is asking my friends about their crushes. Just to warn you about what you'd be getting into.
[she's not joking, but also, if Vera just wants this to be quiet and meditative, there can be time for that later. she's leaving it up to the girl who's resting on her shoulder.]
[Lina repeats the question and puts a finger to her chin in fake contemplation. she could do the funny thing of just obliquely describing Vera, or she could give a real answer. and she knows what she's going to do after a moment.]
Someone with a heart as big as mine. Someone who knows how good it feels to be free with her love, and someone who feels things... intensely, you know? She doesn't have to cook, but she should have some kind of goal in her life. Something that she's always reaching towards. If she's already really smart, that's a bonus, but if being really smart is her goal then that's the more important part. Um, let's see. It doesn't really matter what she looks like, I don't think, but, um. [actually, she won't say that out loud quite yet, though man this water must be pretty warm if her face is going red!]
I just want someone who can help me be a better person while I'm helping them out however I can, too. [a beat.] That's what true love is, you know?
[Oh wow, that's much more romantic than she was expecting, though she isn't too sure what being "free with her love" means. The thought of "true love" is an interesting one, however. She'd been focused on finding love in general, but true love? How do you even start looking for something like that?]
You've thought about this before, haven't you? [She gives the taller girl's arm a squeeze.]
But come on, I won't think you're shallow if you talk about looks. Surely there's a body type you prefer?
[it's almost like thinking too hard about love is exactly what Lina's problem is! haha. ha. not that she'd ever let anyone know or anything. fortunately, being called out on more, um, physical preferences is what gets her to look bashful before being called out for how much she thinks about love hits her.]
I, um. [how does she say this tastefully?] I don't know if it's a preference, but more often than not, um, especially lately, the kinds of girls I like all have. Kind of... bigger than normal chests.
[Oh. Vera's of two minds about this. On one hand, she very much agrees with this preference. On the other, it very much doesn't describe herself. Still, she'll play it straight, mustering a small giggle.]
I know just what you mean. God, I wish I could have introduced you to Victoria. Tall, athletic, washboard abs... [Sigh.] And yet she somehow had this amazing chest. Some girls get all the luck.
[not that Lina's immune to a couple of those descriptors. her muscles aren't showing yet, but give her until about halfway through November, and other than that she's built pretty similarly to Jen. identical heights and everything.]
But like I said. It isn't really a preference, it's just something that's been happening a lot lately. I don't... really think it's possible for me to see a woman and not think she looks good. [well! that's. honest and true and incredibly embarrassing. in for a penny...] Present company absolutely included.
[Vera lets out a bit of a surprised noise. Some weird combination of a gasp and a choke? She knows she's pretty, but somehow a genuine complement always seems to take her by surprise.]
Wow, I... that's very sweet of you to say. [Even though you pretty much just said you find every woman attractive?
Oh well. She knows what she meant.] I hope you know that you're quite lovely as well.
[Lina giggles as demurely as she can. it's starting to surprise her less when people say that, but it still hits her pretty hard. especially when it's sincere.]
It really does come down to who the person is for me, though. Being attracted to somebody just because of the way they look is lust, not love. Love is... deeper than that. And there are so, so many different ways to show love. [she's starting to sound a little cheesy and she knows it, and she flashes her teeth.] I could go on for hours.
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Not... really. It seems like everyone I know is taken. I had a... little fling with Yin, but she's gone now too, and as much as I love Jen, she's a completely different person from who I used to know.
[She lets out a pitiful little chuckle.] So I'm kind of painfully single? Surrounded by beautiful women who all have eyes for each other instead of me. Good thing I'm not the jealous type, huh?
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I know we more or less just met, but I already know you're wonderful. If people aren't putting their eyes on you, they must need glasses. [she gives a slow and calm, but sincere smile.] You deserve happiness the same as all of us.
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But she won't reject the arm around her shoulder. In fact, she starts to lean against the other girl, allowing her to take some of her weight both literally and figuratively.]
You're... giving me too much credit.
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[and Lina just keeps smiling and tries not to let the warmth of another body cloud her judgment. she just... she likes being close to people. it feels nice.]
But maybe not. Maybe I have a really high opinion of you just from what you've already done for me. And maybe I'm giving you exactly as much credit as I think you deserve.
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[She'll never concede that point, but her words do move her enough that she finally relents, resting her head on the taller girl's shoulder.]
It's nice to hear, at least. Thank you.
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[she's quiet for a moment before letting out a contented sigh. this is relaxing.]
So is this when people usually do girl talk? Or is there a lot of talking at all?
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[This is relaxing, allowing the warm water to loosen up her tense muscles, letting the minerals rejuvenate her skin, and the steam open up her pores. She just knows she'll be walking out of this bath feeling better than she has in months.
Of course, curling up with a cute new lady friend never hurts either.]
I'm not really sure? I usually go to these things alone. It's almost meditative that way.
[She turns towards the taller girl, still resting against her.]
Not that I'm not up for girl talk.
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My idea of girl talk is asking my friends about their crushes. Just to warn you about what you'd be getting into.
[she's not joking, but also, if Vera just wants this to be quiet and meditative, there can be time for that later. she's leaving it up to the girl who's resting on her shoulder.]
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Really? [She's not sure what she's supposed to be "getting into" right now, but she'll play along.]
Okay then, what's your ideal woman like?
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[Lina repeats the question and puts a finger to her chin in fake contemplation. she could do the funny thing of just obliquely describing Vera, or she could give a real answer. and she knows what she's going to do after a moment.]
Someone with a heart as big as mine. Someone who knows how good it feels to be free with her love, and someone who feels things... intensely, you know? She doesn't have to cook, but she should have some kind of goal in her life. Something that she's always reaching towards. If she's already really smart, that's a bonus, but if being really smart is her goal then that's the more important part. Um, let's see. It doesn't really matter what she looks like, I don't think, but, um. [actually, she won't say that out loud quite yet, though man this water must be pretty warm if her face is going red!]
I just want someone who can help me be a better person while I'm helping them out however I can, too. [a beat.] That's what true love is, you know?
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You've thought about this before, haven't you? [She gives the taller girl's arm a squeeze.]
But come on, I won't think you're shallow if you talk about looks. Surely there's a body type you prefer?
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[it's almost like thinking too hard about love is exactly what Lina's problem is! haha. ha. not that she'd ever let anyone know or anything. fortunately, being called out on more, um, physical preferences is what gets her to look bashful before being called out for how much she thinks about love hits her.]
I, um. [how does she say this tastefully?] I don't know if it's a preference, but more often than not, um, especially lately, the kinds of girls I like all have. Kind of... bigger than normal chests.
[nailed it.]
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I know just what you mean. God, I wish I could have introduced you to Victoria. Tall, athletic, washboard abs... [Sigh.] And yet she somehow had this amazing chest. Some girls get all the luck.
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[not that Lina's immune to a couple of those descriptors. her muscles aren't showing yet, but give her until about halfway through November, and other than that she's built pretty similarly to Jen. identical heights and everything.]
But like I said. It isn't really a preference, it's just something that's been happening a lot lately. I don't... really think it's possible for me to see a woman and not think she looks good. [well! that's. honest and true and incredibly embarrassing. in for a penny...] Present company absolutely included.
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Wow, I... that's very sweet of you to say. [Even though you pretty much just said you find every woman attractive?
Oh well. She knows what she meant.] I hope you know that you're quite lovely as well.
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[Lina giggles as demurely as she can. it's starting to surprise her less when people say that, but it still hits her pretty hard. especially when it's sincere.]
It really does come down to who the person is for me, though. Being attracted to somebody just because of the way they look is lust, not love. Love is... deeper than that. And there are so, so many different ways to show love. [she's starting to sound a little cheesy and she knows it, and she flashes her teeth.] I could go on for hours.